..to realise how much you have changed..when you stop..and take a look at the past you..
Are you what you wanted to be?
Are you what you desired to be?
Did you do what you wanted to do?
Did you achieved what you wanted to achieve?
Perhaps..you have even forgotten what you wanted to be..what you wanted to do..what you desired to be..or what you wanted to achieve..
Life is so fickle..and time is so flitting..
I'm tired of being the past of me..
There are so many things I wish to put down..let go..and just go through my life..
sometimes..sometimes..
I feel myself filled with sadness..grievances..that I doubt anyone would understand..
Would you be the one that understand me?
I think I'm asking a joke..
since..I don't even understand myself..
This is the world I am living in..
Constant confusion..persistent chaos..
Love me..hate me..leave me..
I feel isolated from the human world..
1 comment:
chung chin.. u noe.. when i was reading this entry.. i thot thats how exactly i feel too.. i understand.. really.. those are like the questions i ask myself everyday.. esp every nite b4 i slp.. when everyone is aslp and surrounding is quiet.. it makes me slpless.. i jus cant stop thinking.. although now what i want is jus a nite of quality slp.. i hope i will get thru this phase soon.. i hope u will too.. long time never hear fr you you dao.. dun forget abt me eh.. haha.. if you cant figure out who i am you gonna get it from me the next time i see u.. tho dunno when.. i will remember..
take care..
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