My life without me..

...I have been doing some thinking recently..

It seems that my life has been a mad rush of meeting and meeting and meeting and discussions and discussions and rushing out assignments and cramming for pop quiz and tests..
Through all these hectic-ness..it seems that I have lost my directions..I'm just blundering along..wondering when the hell I can get things done properly..
Maybe it's because it has been a mad week..what with all these mad rush for things to be done..I might have just lost my direction..and with it..I have lost myself..

Do I know what I'm doing right now?
..I'm really doubtful of the answer I give myself..

Do I still know what is it that I am working for?..my initial motivation?..what drives me at the earliest point of my journey?
..it seems kind of blur now..that beacon..

Have I really lost myself??..and has been living a life...without me?..my life..without me..
how sad..

maybe all I need is some confirmation..that I'm doing the right thing..but it can only come from myself..am I rite?..I mean..what's the point of any other ppl telling me that I'm doing the right thing..heck..do they seriously know what I'm working for?..

I think I need to remember back my own principles..I need to learn how to distribute my time once more..sacrifices..I guess are necessary..*sigh*..