It's been some time..

..since I last keyed in my last entry in this "diary" of mine..

First of, allow me to express my thanks to those who congratulated me..kam sia kam sia

Now..the story for last week..
Last Monday, 17th of Jan 2005 was the first day of recruitment for our Rural Service..basically..the whole week was packed..recruitment starts right after class..and when the day ends..we'll have a meeting to review our recruitment..
Basically..the whole week was..recruitment..meeting..recruitment..meeting..recruitment..meeting..there was a point in that week whenI was feeling really tired and almost crumbled..but then..there were things that held me on..and I survived through the whole week..though barely..hahaha..sounds like torture??..hmm..probably..since the whole week I missed visiting adevotion.org..I missed browsing through Fran's blogspot..I missed browsing through Shi Pei's blogspot..I didn't visited my da jie diary..I didn't watched Guess!Guess!Guess!..and most of all..I only averaged a 4-5 hr slp per day..

It was a miracle I survived..but the fact is that..I SURVIVED..and of course there is a reason for it..you wanna know why?
It's because I know it is worth it..It is because I have chosen to walked this path..and I know I'll finish it..It's because..I have a team working with me..a team devoted to the same objective..same mission..and I know they are all ready to back me up when I fall..
..BUT..most of all..it's because..I am happy doing it..

so yeah..the conclusion..I was tortured..but I was happy being tortured..
sadistic??..hmm..yeah well..maybe..

But it's worth it..
All I ask now is the Lord's continous guidance and blessing.