Of Decision Made

I think I owe an explanation to those who have been asking about my state-of-mind for the past week.But ... before I start blabbering off ...

Thanks JiaJia.For calling.As usual.Thanks is an understatement of my gratitude for your concern.But I am sure you know how I felt.

Thanks Da Jie, My-Long-Time-Neighbor, Amy and "SeeJayEl" for messaging and asking.I am sorry for not replying or has been replying late.Wasn't really around my laptop as I was out trying to steam it off outside.

And thanks Meng Meng.I don't think I need to explain much.

So ... I was torn on my career path.It was quite a huge decision for me personally ... and I guess I was somewhat panicky when I thought about how this could be a point where my life is defined.But, I guess I tend to over-worry?

Thinking about things made me felt quite stressed out.Especially so when I have the exam to work on too.The past week hasn't been pleasant at all.

And to add to the frustration, I was actually being tested on my patience.Details of this would not be posted as I am pretty sure despite my best effort in trying to control the amount of readers I have ... there are still anonymous readers who could pick this up.And I am sure all of you have heard of the famous story about a blogger who blogged about her interview and was fired from her job (I think?) and was not being made an offer from her interviewers.Double-whammy.

Plus.It is all in the past.I have learnt to 看破红尘 (is that right?) by talking with a few people about it ... for which I have received excellent advise.

So yes.That was why I was feeling pretty screwed. But as of now ... I think I am back to a proper-state-of-mind.Once again ... thanks to those who have been concerned.One good thing I have learnt from this experience though ... I now know of one or two people who said I can always shout out to them ... ANYTIME. *wheeeeeee~*

Anyway ... there will mainly be short posts only for this coming 2 or 3 weeks as I will be busy with my exams and some other stuffs.