Saturday, October 06, 2007

Of What's Wrong With Me?

I have no motivation whatsoever to study. For tests. For assignments. For exams. For papers.
What is wrong with me?

I have no intention nor motivation to call back any missed calls I have. No intention nor motivation to reply any messages.
What is wrong with me?

I have no desire nor intention nor motivation to socialize. To talk. To mix. To be around with people.
What is wrong with me?

I feel like I have no strength to pick up even a pen to write.
What is wrong with me?

I have so much things I need to clear up, but I am not clearing up.
What is wrong with me?

What is wrong with me?
What is wrong with me?
I wish I knew. Or at least to have someone knowing it and telling me.
Telling me what is wrong with me.

3 comments:

charinef said...

I THINK YOU ARE HAVING PMS!
SERIOUSLY. NO JOKE. THATS ALL THE SYMPTOMS I HAVE WHEN I M PMS-ING.

NOTHING WRONG. JUST PMS. RELAKS.

HAHAHA:D

ChungChin said...

Hmmmm...serious huh.
Hahahahahaha
Thanks.
I guess I'll just have to wait for the month to be over.

Anonymous said...

Yeah, should be about 4-5 days for a normal girl. Hmm, if yours longer, do not worry. Maybe it's the hormonal imbalance that causes this.

I guess it is pretty normal for a guy who always think so much like a girl, rather spending his time looking back and stop clearing the mess, not-always-but-quite-often think himself as a cynic and let it rules his world, and after reading my comment, starting to agree that what i'm saying is so damn true when the truth isn't what i said, the truth is always there...you see.

the blog is getting more and more boring. where is the optimist in you hiding? where is the strength buildup from the exercise? and where the fuck is your passion of life?

i'm sorry if i am overreacting. i do this to myself all the time, to keep myself forward.

What's wrong with no motivation for whatsoever? Just make sure it is not a long-term bug that biting you. If you never lose your motivation, you will never get motivated again.

What's wrong with no intention nor motivation to call back any missed calls I have or reply any messages? We have the fucking rights not to answer or reply anyone as we wish. Fucking network centre is not going to charge you for not replying or answering calls.

What's wrong with having no desire nor intention nor motivation to socialize. To talk. To mix. To be around with people? We all need to spend time with our minds, bodies, souls and fucking solitary. Not everyone can be a a social butterfly. It is not a graceful thing afterall.


What's wrong with having no strength to pick up even a pen to write? No carbs, no proteins, no fats how to have strength. Makan banyak sikit la.

What's wrong with having so much things I need to clear up, but was not clearing up? I like mess. I like the organized chaos. I think it is absolutely nothing wrong because the world doesn't get messed up when I am. That's all that concern me.

Life still goes on. Nothing is wrong or right. That's why we have grey.

Cheer up :]