Of what they don't teach you in school

Relationship101.
I wish they have this course in college.
Or RealHumanInteraction&Communication101
Or even better, during high school - "Hubungan dan komunikasi antara manusia"
The earlier they have it, the better.

No?

Then again, maybe not. If everything can be written into a textbook and memorized, then probably there is nothing exciting being human, huh?
*sigh*

Sometimes, I do wish that relationship and communication can be memorized.
That way, it wouldn't take a yell to get the message across.


I can't help but think that the expression - "Relationship is like holding a bird in your hand - hold it too tight, and you will choke it. Hold it too loose, and you will lose it" - is so right.

Sometimes, I don't know whether I am holding you too tight, till you're feeling breathless.
Sometimes, I don't know whether I am holding you too loose, till you're drifting farther and farther away.

What should I do?
Since, I don't know what you're thinking. I don't know what to do exactly.
I wish I am a mind-reader. And knows what's your thought.
At least, have some feedback on what I have done.
Am I holding too tight? I am sorry. I'll loosen up.
Am I letting too loose? I am sorry. I was afraid to choke you.

Of course, this does not mean that I am treating you as a bird that I am holding in my hand.
It's just a phrase.
You're so much more than someone I can hold in my hand.
So much more.