Thoughts

Was sitting in the car that day and randomly thinking about things/stuffs/people/me/etc

Sometime later, my thoughts drifted to friends, and it made me felt nostalgic
Couldn't help but keep on thinking about some people
And I suddenly, I realised the answer to your question, Da Jie

Still remember you asked me this question:
"WHY are you worried?"
At that time, I was asking myself why too, and yet I just couldn't put it into words.
Now I could tell you

WHY?
Because I don't like to hear bad news happening to my friends
And well I was rather worried to hear some bad news from you
Turning cynical is CERTAINLY a bad news to me

And now you tell me you are half way there?
*hmmmMMmmmmmmM*
How can I not be worried huh?

Don't take that road
Even though sometimes I would still revert back to the old cynic me
I think I am pretty ok now

Perhaps you would get over it
Perhaps you would not
Perhaps it is just about the timing
The timing for the right thing to happen at the right time with the right person at the right place

I don't know whether it would help by telling you my thoughts
But in any case, I would just like to share it out with you

At one point of my life..I was so sick of the people around me..it made me anti-social(not VERY..but yeah..I had the symptoms..)
And I didn't really trusted anyone..
It was tiring..
Until one day, I realised that I am letting these creeps rule my world too much
Hell, if their world sucks so much, why do I want to be part of it?

And thus, I decided I would create a world of my own
Where they will play by my rules
HmmmMM..Idealistic?
Who cares..

I don't give a damn to these people anymore
Answer to myself and the people whom I REALLY care
Not them

Sometimes I wish I could wipe them off the face of this Earth so that this place could be a better place
Then again, I thank God because these people made me realise who is really true to me

"Life is short, nasty and brutish" - Thomas Hobbes
You agree?

Hopefully not