Wednesday, December 21, 2005

If..

..I could walk through my own forest of thoughts..what would I find?

Deep inside me lies another world..a world where there is only me..me..and ME..
..A world that I escape to..when the world's problem seems to heavy to shoulder..
Is that why I am becoming anti-social?
Am I escaping from reality?..Running away from things..to lock myself and prevent myself from being hurt..

Sometimes..it seems that way..
At times..I wish I could really lives selfishly..not caring about my actions..and the consequences of my actions..
To live for me..To survive for myself..
Be free of all entanglements..

and yet..and yet..
alas..I'm only human..for when at times that I think of all these..
I would AGAIN..yearn for companionship..and a little sincere relationship..between me..and another human..

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

Nice blog Ang, very reflective and poetic. I would want to try the test as well. By the way, when are you coming back to INTI? My last day will be 31st Dec. You can leave the books at my office anytime.

jamesyeow@hotmail.com

ChungChin said...

=)
Thank you Mr.James

Sorry for the delay, but I'll be back most probably on Monday evening.
I'll return the books to you on Tuesday morning if all goes well, and don't worry, your "darlings" are in absolutely safe condition.
:P