Feeling the..

..stress of "life"?

I wanted to blog this on a Sat morning..4a.m but found myself too lazy to go down and take the laptop up to my room..plug it to the modem..wait for it to start up..and again..wait for the whole comp to load finish its stuff..

In the end..I kept most of the things I had in my mind..and now..time to dump it here..

Couldn't sleep on that Sat morning..don't know why..but kinda feel breathless..
Been thinking bout a lot of things..especially things that I've done and which I think I've made a good mess out of it..
..come to think of it now.."insanity streaks" somehow really do fit..ahhhhh..the irony..

I've made a good deal of mistakes..and some so so so so so HUGE..I don't even where to begin to start mending it..and these thoughts keep pouring in..damn..
Once I decided to stop worrying bout the past..I began to think about the future..and damn it..I was more restless worrying bout my future...

But in the end..somehow..i manage to sleep..and yes..today..I feel old..because of the lack of sleeping hours..

I know that somehow..I'll be ok..
My future is gonna be alrite..
My past will be the past..it will not come haunt me somehow..

I'm gonna be ok..
:)
and I'm not telling this to console myself..but it's cause I firmly believe so..

Have you "believed"?