My first student forum..

..out of 3000+ student in INTI College Malaysia, 58 students turned up for the student forum..
And from what I heard, this was a much a better performance than the previous semester..suddenly, I am left wondering..

..should I cheer and be happy?..or should I give serious thought on why we only have 58 students?

My work here in INTIMA has certainly taught me lots of things up till now..every step that you take..you have to be very careful about it..Speak the right words, or else you die a horrible death..
Do a perfect job, or else you would be the shooting target..
..and of course..prepare the bullet vest whenever wherever, because..you never know whether your colleagues will step on a mine and blast both of you off..
What am i talking?
Am i describing a battlefield?
well..yeah..for your information..working in INTIMA is almost the same as working in the battlefield..
Why am I still here?
...I asked the same question myself..

My obstinence to quit..is it because I am just stubborn?..is it because I am just too proud to just step down?..or is it..I am just a coward??
perhaps..all of these are part of the answer..

I have been lost for a few months..and yet..right now..I find myself still feeling lost..
WHEN CAN I FIND THE MAP OUT OF THIS CONFUSION?!!

WHERE THE HELL IS MY COMPASS??!!