Life..

..puts you in the most awkward situations at time..you are left dangling..dazed..not knowing what to do..
and sometimes..life..
is cruel to you..it hurts you so much..that you feel that you can't bear the pain anymore..and you would just like to give up and stop feeling the pain anymore..

life..
..life oh life..

I am not a storyteller..
I have nothing to share..no experience to speak from..
I do not have the wisdom of age..making the "right" decisions..then again..who decides what's wrong, what's not?
you?..me?..or ..who??
Is one decision right, because it "feels" right?

I do not deny that I've made a dozen of mistakes..some are terrible mistakes..that I would probably not forgive myself for..

but then again..everything is a journey..
we learn to be stronger, and better from each bitter experience..and God gave us the sweet ones..because we really do deserve it..
I've been on a roller coaster ride..I had my highs..and my lows..I had a nerve-wracking turn..I had fell from the top..
I do not mind the pain..I do not mind the hurt..I know in the end..I'll be ok..
I must survive through..
but..I do not want to cause any pain to any other person any more..
my ugly self..
stop hurting others..