Wednesday, April 06, 2005

Afresh...??

..sometimes..things get so bleak..you just feel like giving up..and just throw everything behind..
..and at other times..things might look so good..you think you are invincible..
How are you feeling today?

For me..I am feeling..normal..
yes..normalcy would be my policy..
because I realised..extremity..is not for me..
It's for Picasso..Da Vinci..Einstein..and those other geniuses..

Sometimes..I feel lost..not knowing what to do..I mean..it just hit on you..
..it's just that same old feeling of.."What am I doing??".."Hell, why am I so worthless??".."Ah heck,is there any more point in doing anything more??"
Get what I mean?
It's just a point..when you feel that all you have done amounted to..
..nothing..
..nil..
..zero..
..nada..
..zich..

this feeling of emptiness..it's hard isn't it?
ah well..I guess it's time for us to take a break then..
so..be gone History 252..
..sayonara Public Speaking 110
..so long..Economics 151

I'm taking a break..
for how long?
hmm..as long as it gets..to get my spirit burning again..

p/s: Sharmaine..hello ~..thanks for leaving a msg..I'm currently studying at INTI College Malaysia..a private college in Malaysia..taking up American Degree Programme(ADP)..majoring in Actuarial Sc..(for now..who knows..I might switch.. =P)
Really long time since I heard from you~~
Take care ~

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