I am..

..a guy who hates messed up complicated hard to solved..aaaah..you get the picture..'complicated' things..

I hate it when things get too darn complicated and a nuisance to solve..it get stuck on you..and the more bothersome it becomes..the more I hate to face it..
relationship..education..finance..anything..as long as the thing is getting troublesome..I would have a trouble motivating myself to face it..

Relationship especially..I have a phobia of treating ppl too good..or to be specific..the opposite sex..call me a narcicist..call me someone who worries too much..but let's face it..somehow..one way or the other..ppl..if not the party..will get the wrong idea...SOMEHOW..
..and then rumours start to spread..and bla bla bla bla bla..well..to cut things short..in the end..I end up not even as a NORMAL friend to that 'opposite sex'..pathetic??..maybe..
I seems to be a favourite target for ppl..*sigh*..treat guys too good..and I'm a gay..treat gals too good..and I'm in love with her..
WHAT'S WRONG PPL??!!..CAN'T I TREAT SOMEONE GOOD??!!..

and well..the opposite applies actually..I'm scared of ppl treating me too good...and yes..call me a narcicist again..but when someone treats you too good..don't you think that they......

Oh..I'm a walking paradox..did I ever tell you that?
Or you have noticed??

Well..whatever..anyway..things are always left dangling in the end..and those loose ends never become tied up..
which in the end make things much more messier than they were in the first place...

God..can someone help me out??
Why must things be so damn complicated??
Screw it..