I feel much calmer now..

..BUT..
the feeling of annoyance and frustation is still in me..
Contradicting?..hmm..I AM a walking contradiction..so I guess that shouldn't be much of a surprise..

For this group project, I have sacrificed my precious sleeping time..whatever that remains of it anyway..I am seriously deprived of sleep..for those who know me, you would know that I need adequate sleeping time..otherwise you will be seeing a very VERY angry-looking Chung Chin..stoning all day long..the stupid smile gone..replaced with a straight poker face..damn..and I'm already an "anti-social" here..it really doesn't help in repairing my social life one tiny bit..

To rush this project, I slept at 4 a.m this morning..and woke up at 7.15 since my first class starts at 8..You are wondering why do I still have the energy to actually type this?
Becase I am TOTALLY "high" now..I am so so SO on adrenaline..
The rush is here..that's why for now..I am VERY awake..but once the rush wears off..expect to see a walking zombie..
*snort*..*unnnnggggh*...*eerrrgggh*

Yes..that would be me..a walking life-zombie..due to sleep deprivation..hmm..I actually think that the adrenaline rush is wearing off..because I have deleted the previous sentences 5 times..and I don't even know why am I deleting those lines..
First sign of zombie-ness: Doing something stupid..with no reasons whatsoever..and repeating them..

*snort*
I need sleep..
*unnnnnnnnggggh*...