....I don't know..maybe so..maybe not..
....I'm hoping so..
I'm hoping that this will be a starting point in my life..
A point that marks a new chapter of my life..
A point that opens up a new beginning for me..
Where I can forget my past regrets..
Where I can forgive my own guilts..
I'm hoping to start anew..to begin afresh..a new beginning..a new life..
To fulfill my destiny..and to meet my fate..be what it may be..
I'm hoping to change..how?to what?why?..
I don't know how..I don't know change to what...but maybe I know why..because my life is too messed up??..I guess so..
Why do I want to begin anew?
Because I'm a man who has become too concerned with the insanity surrounding him..
Because I'm a man who has become too obsessive in trying to correct the insanity surrounding him..
Because I'm a man laden with guilts and regrets..
Because..I want to let go of all of this..
I want to let go of my guilts..to free myself from my past regrets..
To stop caring bout those insanities..and just let them be..
I just want everything to be so..
I just want..to be myself..
But, who am I?
......I don't know...
maybe you're thinking I'm weird..maybe I'm..but maybe that's just because at the time I'm writing this..I'm just feeling excessively...sad..and when ppl gets emotional..they tend to blabber like crazy..
So, don't mind me..
Just pray for me, ok?
Thanks.
I'm off to a new beginning..
3 comments:
yes i'll pray for you =)
but i guess you shouldnt bother abt the past... erm.. not shouldnt lar.. but its all over know.. all the guilts and regrets.. there's nothing you can do now.. just try your best in everything you are doing now..
i hope everything will be fine for you!
Thanks for your prayer.
I deeply appreciate it.. :)
It's wonderful to know that there is at least ONE person out there praying for me..thanks
And yes, I'll be fine..
Thanks once again..
haha i'm sure there will be more than jus ONE person who'll be praying for you.. dun forget ur frens out there..
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