Wednesday, August 04, 2004

Anger..

..is something that I can't control, can I?..I mean when you are angry, you just get angry..it's just that....
....you "snap"...and let loose isn't it?

I can't help but feel that my feeling of anger is hidden deep inside me..I probably have said this before..
Lately, I can't help but think what would I do if the accumulated "anger" is to be let loose..
It seems that everyone around me is irritating me..or maybe i'm just being impatient..I don't know why..but this few weeks, it seems like a lot of stuff just make me "tick"..and I have been pretty good at supressing myself..I've been wondering WHAT IF..i just "snap"?

I must be a pretty savage brute..I can feel it in me, that if I really do snap, I can really cause some "damage"..
I don't know how to describe this kind of feeling..it's horrible..

Man...is a tame or civilized animal; never the less, he requires proper instruction and a fortunate nature, and then of all animals he becomes the most divine and most civilized; but if he be insufficiently or ill- educated he is the most savage of earthly creatures.
-Plato


I hope I'm sufficiently educated..
*sigh*..and no, I'm not mentally unsound..I'm just saying things as they feel like to me..



1 comment:

Anonymous said...

haiyo chill~ i understand how u feel really.. i also experience it sometimes.. but guess u jus cool down n dont think of things that irritate you.. i used to get frustrated very easily.. but i hide it well ppl wun notice haha.. but now i also learn to laugh over it or jus ignore those things and ppl who are irritating me.. i mean.. why spend time on these ppl right.. and everything just try to think on the BIGHT side then it really seems brighter.. haha.. really lar.. or sometimes i just tell one of my good frens abt my anger and weirdly aft talking abt it the anger might seem stupid and redundant then jus get over it lo haha..